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Back to Research
As I’ve prattled on about before, I am trying to get myself set up to self-publish my own work. Every single step of this process creates an anxiety response in me. I’ll get my head wrapped around something, like buying an actual domain name, then loose my mind for a week or so. I’ll read…
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Talking to Myself
As you read this, know that I am bombed out of my gourd, right now. Surgery recovery has some.serious.painkillers with side-effects I’m not thrilled about. I’m not sure this post will make sense, but here we are. I talk to.myself. A lot. When people walk in on me while my discussion with my invisible friends…
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IWSG June 2024
June 5 question – In this constantly evolving industry, what kind of offering/service do you think the IWSG should consider offering to members? Oooo…. psychological counseling? Energy drink recipes that actually work and don’t taste like butt? But seriously, I think while we all have some of the same needs (pitch practice sessions, agent hook-ups,…
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The Oubliette
Oubliette – French; derived from oublier, meaning to forget; Oubliette refers to a medieval dungeon with an opening only as a small trapdoor in the ceiling. If you’re a regular visitor to this blog, you know I deal with treatment resistant depression. I’m approaching 30 years on meds. There are no long term studies for…
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Fatigue
It’s interesting how much fatigue can mess with you. There are different kinds of fatigue. What I hate about fatigue is the mysteriousness of it when it hits me. I go through the checklist– diet, water, mental health, exercise, supplements, medical conditions, emotional family issues, big life events, more medical conditions, more supplements. Am I…
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Existential Ennui
There’s a lot out there regarding liminal spaces. That weird state of in-between that is real but feels like it might not be. Playgrounds at night. The interior of houses under construction. Ghost towns. That 15-30 minutes right before the sun rises above the horizon. Those hugely long tunnels guiding traffic under mountains and water…